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Miss-communications seem like personal affronts. Like you don't care. It's only the internet and there's only a month left of summer. I have some sort of gypsy intuishion going on which I'm afraid of. Fate has two roads and... my soup is burning...anyway I've predicted things before. It usually doesn't include myself. I hope this is just fear and ( Read more... )

I feel like the only important thing I ever experience is my dreams. They're the only thing that I really feel the need to write down. Maybe it's because I might forget them. Yesterday I went to bed early because I wasn't feeling well. I went to bed at 10 and woke up at 12 today. That's a lot of sleep. I dreamt strange things like being trapped in ( Read more... )

 Most mornings he makes a small cameo that I can't remember once I wake in the evening. I haven't seen morning day since I started work last week. I just don't want to wake before 2:00 pm, why should I. What would I accomplish? I've begun feeling that manic emotion swell till my heads heavy with it. I want to lean over and bash it out like hot pool ( Read more... )

 

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Casual Sex

Part 1:

It’s funny how your body

Any body

Reminds me of all the

Other bodies

That have taken up this space

Between my legs

Inside me

Beside me

Reminding me of how I

Kissed those pair of lips

How I’m

Kissing yours now

As alcohol gives me

Cotton mouth

And your smell makes me

Choke.

Part 2:

My jaw hurts from

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Tomorrow I graduate. It will be the last time I see a number of people. The last time I’ll see him. I’m too exhausted too feel how I suppose I should. Maybe somewhere in my lethargic melancholy it lingers in the exhaustion. Exhaust. I have exhausted this subject.

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